Let us pray for the people in Paris, 

for those who have lost someone dear.

You have our sympathy

 

Gizmo is now 1 year with us

I found him out in the village of my friend. We saw him already early in the morning, as we arrived out there. He was sitting on top of a small stonebridge, and watching everybody passing by there. He was so sweet...

  

My friend saw him too, but continued to drive, as we had some work to do out on his field. Just some hours later, we passed by there again, as we wanted to let his dog drink some water and to take a bath down at the water place.

As we arrived there, we immediately saw the sweet cat again. We didn't know how his dog would react when he see him. So I ran to him. But a car came at that moment. My heart nearly stopped, because Gizmo had moved towards me. But when I got afraid, he stopped too. I thank God for that.

As soon as the car had passed, I ran over to him, and he to me, miaowing loadly, answering my calling. And when I took him up into my arms, he started to purr like crazy and pressed his little body against my breast, nestled his little head to my neck. And then he looked up in my face with his beautiful eyes. He showed me with all his presence - I'm yours. Take me with you. So we did. We went back on the field. And when we came there, I cried.... I cried so much and needed some time to calm down again. 

I once lost a cat. She looked a bit like Gizmo. Her name was Shiva. And one day when she went out as usual early in the morning, and didn't return... That morning when that happened, I woke up because my other cat Dodscha was miaowing very load somewhere out there. It was so loud, that I went out of bed, took some clothes, and went out to look. 

She had somehow followed the house owner up the stars, slinked inside the apartment, and ran out on the balcony. When I saw her, she was hiding behind the aircondition box. Looking down on me in panic. So I ran up the stairs and out on the balcony, and fished her out of there. Running out as fast as I came, with her in my arms. Because Dodscha don't like to be carried. 

Why she followed the house owner up to his apartment, I don't know... Maybe she was looking for Shiva, something happened, she got afraid, and was hiding there. Because she knew that man well. I was living in his other house opposite. When I was visiting my mother in Sweden, he took care of my both cats, gave them food every day.  

Anyway, back to that when I cried so much as I had found Gizmo. My friend and I worked all the day on his field, and the small cat was going around there, feeling very comfortable with us. As soon as I left him for continuing working, he miawod loud. When I came to him to pick him up, he always started to purr and to relax. So we putt him under a vegetable box, that was just perfect. He could see us all the time. After a while he slept. While the dog of my friend was lying nere the box and made Gizmo some company. 

 That kind of box it was

Dodscha is a very special cat, that don't accept everybody, and likes to be on her own a lot. So I was not shure what to do with Gizmo. Take him home and hope that she would accept him. Or to bring him back to the place where we first found him. But Gizmo showed me all that day what he wanted. He followed me wherever I walked.

So I sat down on a big rock with Gizmo sitting on me. And I was asking God what to do. "Please help me. Give me a sign". While I was sitting there, I sended a sms to my friend in Austria, and asked her what to do. If she could recieve a message from God for me. If we got the same answer, it would be right.

While I was waiting for her answer, I looked at my phone. I saw the date, and suddently I realized everything, and I got goosebumps all over my body... I started to cry so havingly. This cat Gizmo - was my lost Shiva...  And in the same time I understood that, my friend from Austria answered me and told me to take the cat home. Everything will be fine, she wrote.

Shiva left the 5. November 2012

Gizmo came the 6. November 2014.

 

We all are children of this world 

Children don't need to speak a foreign language

to connect with somebody

they speak the language of the heart

WE ALL COME FROM THE SAME SORCE

Give somebody on the street your beautiful smile, 

and you will get one back - it is that easy.

I wish us all a beautiful new day ♥

 

 

 

 

 

For all Twinflames 

"Adagio"

I don't know where to find you
I don't know how to reach you
I hear your voice in the wind
I feel you under my skin
Within my heart and my soul
I wait for you
Adagio

All of these nights without you
All of my dreams surround you
I see and I touch your face
I fall into your embrace
When the time is right I know
You'll be in my arms
Adagio

I close my eyes and I find a way
No need for me to pray
I've walked so far
I've fought so hard
Nothing more to explain
I know all that remains
Is a piano that plays

If you know where to find me
If you know how to reach me
Before this light fades away
Before I run out of faith
Be the only man to say
That you'll hear my heart
That you'll give your life
Forever you'll stay

Don't let this light fade away
Don't let me run out of faith
Be the only man to say
That you believe, make me believe
You won't let go
Adagio

Helena Zumsande ist ins Licht gegangen...

Die nur 21-jährige junge und wunderschöne Frau, ist ihrem Krebsleiden erlegen.

Ich kannte sie nicht. Ich wusste so gut wie nichts von ihr.

Doch vorige Woche fand ich auf Facebook bei einen meiner Freunde ein Video, wo sie im Studio vergangenen Juli dieses Jahres, das Lied von Sarah Connor "Wie schön du bist" singt. Das hat mich sehr berührt.
Ihre Augen sprechen Bände in diesem Video...

Ich fühle mit ihr, weil auch ich einst eine betroffene war, und weiss man da durchmacht.

Für mich ist sie ein Erdenengel, die kam um all unsere Herzen zu berühren, und uns nochmal bewusst zu machen, wie wichtig es ist zu Leben, zu Lieben, und mit Menschen im Herzen verbunden zu sein.

Jeder Tag ist ein Geschenk Gottes. Werde dir das bewusst.

Helena Zumsande, R.I.P.

How beautiful you are

The applause is long gone
and your heart's heavy as lead.
Everyone talks to you,
yet you're so alone.
And you look so sad.
Come into my arm, let it out.
Believe me I was where you are
and know what it does to you.
But when you laugh,
I can see it.
I see you.

with all your colors
and your scars,
behind the walls.
Yes I see you.
Don't let yourself tell you.
No, do not let yourself tell you.
Don't you know,
how beautiful you are?

I see your pride and your anger,
your big heart, your lions courage.
I love your way to walk
and the way you look at me.
How you lay your head to one side,
Always see how I am,
You know wherever we are,
that I am your home.
And what it does to me,
when you laugh now,
I see

all your colors

and your scars,
behind the walls.
Yes I see you.
Don't let yourself tell you.
No, do not let yourself tell you.
Don't you know,
how beautiful you are?

Ohhhh, ooohoooo!

Each point in your face
is so perfect, purely coincidental.
There is nothing more beautiful than you.

And I have everything I asked for,
all the terror and the gold.
I never wanted somthing so much as

all your colors
and your scars,
Don't you know,
how beautiful you are?
With all your colors,
Don't you know
how beautiful you are!
How beautiful you are!
How beautiful you are!

Wie schön du bist

Der Applaus ist längst vorbei
und dein Herz schwer wie Blei.
Jeder redet auf dich ein,
trotzdem bist du so allein.
Und du siehst so traurig aus.
Komm in mein' Arm, lass es raus.
Glaub mir ich war wo du bist
und weiß was es mit dir macht.
Doch wenn du lachst,
kann ich es sehn.
Ich seh dich.

mit all deinen Farben
und deinen Narben,
hintern den Mauern.
Ja ich seh dich.
Lass dir nichts sagen.
Nein, lass dir nichts sagen.
Weißt du denn gar nicht,
wie schön du bist?

Ich seh' dein' Stolz und deine Wut,
dein großes Herz, dein Löwenmut.
Ich liebe deine Art zu geh'n
und deine Art mich anzusehn.
Wie du dein' Kopf zur Seite legst,
immer siehst wie's mir geht.
Du weißt wo immer wir auch sind,
dass ich dein zu Hause bin.
Und was das mit mir macht,
wenn du jetzt lachst,
seh ich

all deine Farben
und deine Narben,
hinter den Mauern.
Ja ich seh dich.
Lass dir nichts sagen.
Nein, lass dir nichts sagen.
Weißt du denn gar nicht,
wie schön du bist?

Ohhhh, ooohoooo!

Jeder Punkt in deinem Gesicht
ist so perfekt, rein zufällig.
Es gibt nichts schöneres als dich.

Und ich hab das alles so gewollt,
den ganzen Terror und das Gold.
Ich habe nie was so gewollt

wie all deine Farben
und all deine Narben.
Weißt du denn gar nicht
wie schön du bist?
Mit all deinen Farben,
weißt du noch gar nicht,
wie schön du bist!
Wie schön du bist!
Wie schön du bist!